Dear sweetie,
I lost the 30 day-notes that I wrote for you earlier. I am really sorry I broke my phone and lost everything in it, I couldn't help it. Well, that does not mean that I broke my memories of you. You know what, I thought I wouldn't make it, to not be with you again in the rest of my life, to not be able to see you again physically in the future. It stressed me out at first, for the first few days.
But hey, the last year was one of the greatest I've ever had. Many things just gave their best shots on me and they were splendid, through the hellos and goodbyes. I was just thinking if this was the God's favor and it was you whispering Him to make these crazy things for me. Thank you, Buddy.
I've been missing you, a lot and I'm ok with it. Well at least, I'm getting used of it. I miss you and I will always do, for the rest of my life. At certain point, losing might be the scariest thing but I've just leaned that by losing, you may find the other way to win.
It's exactly one year since that day. The day that I thought I couldn't survive anymore without you, the last time I kissed you and saw you before we meet again later. It has nothing to do with the blues and sadness, I am just feeling lucky to have you being part of my life and how this leads to the best things a life can offer.
Till we meet again, sweetheart.
Love,
Your Sister
